Monday, November 19, 2012

The City


                Gerald yawned as he waited for his automatic coffee machine to fill up his empty mug. In his immaculate dressing gown, he stared out the window with a satisfied look on his face. His city looked just the way he wanted it to look: dark, depressing, and joyless. The sun was still absent, but in the darkness, people were rushing to work.
Ever since he had seized control of the city, or what others might have viewed as a slum, life significantly improved. Everyone had what he needed, no more or no less. People did their work and they got houses, food, and clothing. In Gerald’s eyes, he saw nothing but perfection from his window.
A few minutes later, Gerald casually sauntered to a building, wearing a dark red suit and semi-polished dress shoes. The building was quite big and heavily decorated. He did not waste a moment to marvel and walked right into the elevator. He pressed a button which made ever-so-cheerful ring, and the elevator glided smoothly and stopped softly as if the elevator did not want Gerald to feel even a slightest discomfort. When he entered a room, nobody greeted him with simple “Hey, how is it going?” or “Nice weather we’re having, huh?” In fact, his staff just simply sat muted, and frozen. Gerald settled in completely ignorant of the lack of attention he was getting. Then he broke the silence.
“Shall we start?” Gerald demanded with a hint of annoyance in his voice. Then an old man sitting next to Gerald handed him a stack of papers.
“Another mutant was causing trouble yesterday. He killed two of our policemen at Sector 4 last night. It turned out that the night before, his parents had been taken away for stealin.”
“So where is he heading now?”
“I believe he is heading straight to the train station as we speak.”
“Dispatch a few soldiers there, and they’ll take care of him.”
Over a few centuries, the faces of different cities had changed gradually. As far as citizens knew, rich people went to big cities, and poor people lived in smaller ones, like this one. To many, big cities were considered heaven where nobody was hungry or cold, and everyone was special in their own way. People dreamed of going to such a paradise. The only known way was to take a train at the train station. However, it was heavily guarded with Gerald’s soldiers, who were told to shoot down anyone who tried to enter the station.
The meeting was over. The first to exit was Gerald. His face seemed to be full of worry but deep inside, there was confidence. As he walked through the city, he noticed one rundown house after another, and everywhere he looked, he saw dirty laundry. He then sighted a group of kids with brilliant smiles running along the sidewalks. To Gerald, in fact, the children only reminded him of the childhood he never had.
When he was young, he was abandoned by parents since they could not possibly support him. from that point on, he lived on the streets. There, he painfully learned the disparity between the rich and the poor. One day, he saw a well-dressed kid, presumably spoiled with his parents’ love, staring curiously at him. It was his smile that I could not stand. It was his sly smile when he looked down at him as if Gerald were a nobody. That roguish smile reminded of the screwed up hierarchy he found himself in. He remembered clenching his fist and attacking the kid. The next moment, the kid was several yards away from Gerald, lying next to the sidewalk, and looking quite dead. He felt joy. On his face was a smile, a devilish smile.
Rarely, are people born with mutations, especially the inhuman mutations. Gerald, however, was born with one... a very powerful one. With his mutation, he had climbed to the top and made everyone equal. Yes, everyone lived in poverty, but nobody was superior or inferior to one another. Although he had convinced himself that the reason behind this revolutionary change was to make the citizens suffer no more, deep inside he knew he wanted to make everyone feel how he had felt when he was a child.
With a hot cup of coffee in his hands, Gerald was now back at his house, sitting on his leather armchair. He stared straight into the only fireplace in the city. Rays of warmth embraced his body as he rested his legs on a foot rest. His expression was stern, yet pensive. He was wondering why and what led to the young mutant’s rebellion. Was it greed? Yearning to be special? To show his superiority? Gerald was very aware that this particular mutant posed a threat to Gerald’s current position. He imagined how this mutant might look like, and all he could think of was the smile of that spoiled brat that he punched. Then the coffee mug he was holding shattered into a thousand pieces as he thought of the mutant’s power. Seeing the mess he made, he decided to push his worries, or rather his thoughts, aside and went to bed.
Gerald woke up to his phone’s ringtone.
“I’m afraid he managed to take down your soldiers at the train station.”
“Okay. I’ll be off to take a look.”
In a matter of minutes, Gerald was climbing the stairs of the deserted station. He saw signs of both struggle and inhuman strength. He hurried up the stairs, only to see a glimpse of the mutant as the train accelerated. The kid had his eyes closed, and even though his face was splattered with blood, he wore a smile. It was the smile of arrogance arrogance! Satisfaction! Pride! The same smile of that he despised so much. This time, however, Gerald’s fingers stayed straight. No punch was thrown, and no one was injured. He simply watched the train disappear further and further into the darkness. He lit a cigarette as a blinding yellowish red globe came into view followed by a shockwave and earsplitting sound. The train had exploded.
When he was at the bottom of the stairs, his phone rang.
“So, how did it go, sir?”
“Yeah. There goes another mutant idiot submerged in false hope,” Gerald answered. “The train station did its work once again.”
“That was the fifth victim. I guess people really believe in the dream city.”
“They sure do. What they don’t realize is that this is the city of dream and perfection,” said Gerald with a smile: a smile that showed arrogance, satisfaction, and pride.

Monday, November 5, 2012

evoL


To love is to be tormented when it can't be expressed or shared
To love  is  to wear a smiling makeup over a clowns sullen face
To truly love is to make it seem real only to be forgotten over a busy day

On the other hand,
To express and share torments is to love
To smile over its sullen face of a clown is to love
To make it real over a busy day is to truly love

Though "love" spelled backward does not make any sense,
we love wether it makes sense or not.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

The Physical or The Sedentary

 In Kate Braid's compare and contrast essay, "A Plea for the Physical," two types of people are introduced: The physical, and the sedentary. Between these two contrasting personalities, I, as a teenager, can agree that being lazy is what my generation is the best at. I like to do things that takes less time, effort, and complicated. For example, I would rather take a bus to school than ride a bike even though its a fair distance and biked there before because bus is faster and only requires minimal energy compared to biking.Though I biked to anywhere within U.B.C. even few months ago, now that I moved about a kilometre away, I realized waking up in the morning to bike to school is just not something that I am committed to do. I mean, I can use few minutes of more sleeping and save some energy for later. Though I do realize that biking keeps me fit, is friendly to the environment, saves money (no need to buy bus passes), and is reliable unlike bus schedule which does not seem very accurate. In fact, I was determined to bike to school before the school term started. However, when the school started, I just could not do that. Maybe I was lazy, maybe I was too tired, or maybe, I'm not a physical person. Nevertheless, I am involved with many sports, such as soccer, swimming, tennis, and badminton. For 5 days every week, I do sports. Though I am more or less obligated to do those sports because I takes lessons, I do some of them for fun. Usually, what I have to decide is if I should play games, or do something else. For example, after swimming lesson, I can use the gym in the basement for free. However, I would just come home right after swimming because I wanted to come home quick and do more fun activities. If I had to choose between a sweaty workout and using the computer, I have the tendency to choose computer over a workout because computer games are way more fun, and exercising takes just too much energy and time. So! It seems like I am the "sedentary." My question is, is that a good thing? Well, I believe that being a sedentary person does not necessarily mean being lazy. In addition, keeping a fine balance between physical and sedentary sides is the ideal aim for anyone because both has certain benefits and both sides fills up the hole of each others' loopholes.